Miserable

My eyes hurt, I went to internet cafe to play games till 3 am again.

Life is miserable, I haven’t move on the phrase of life ever since the end of 2008. There were ups and down, but my life pretty much stays still.

It is very hard to gain respect from others when I couldn’t/wouldn’t believe in myself. It is difficult to make a new friend when all I have is social manipulation techniques.

4 hour work week is an amazing book, I’m reaching for the end, and in it, I found many of the answers and questions I’ve been pondering. Like how would life be if I never have to work for the sake of money again.

Until my new life begins, my current quest is finish 4hourworkweek and hunt for a job.