New life

Absolutely love it. New friends, new home.

By new friends, it means, friends who walk the same direction or support my cause. I filter out friends who disrespect or will pull me back.

New home is simple, no computers or tv, so I need to make life interesting by socializing. And yes, this is a good home. It’s clean physically and emotionally. I never hear any shouting or screaming of hatred (beside my shouting cause there was an event nearby, they play their speaker loud which wake me up around 9.xxam

Every week I push myself to do something more socially, and I’m growing. I have better self esteem, and I am not afraid of disapproval. One thing I can’t do before but I can now is whenever someone say they hate x I wouldn’t dare to say I love it. Now I do it all the time because I do love what I love.

I notice so far, no matter how much I grow, I’m still hanging out with loners or shy guys, not saying this is bad but I could have different experience with other groups of guys.

The different I’ve noticed so far is that, I rarely speak out when I’m in a group and in a group, it’s not about a certain someone, but how much I express myself. The more I express and love myself, the better I can do in groups.

Also, I want to mentioned I’ve started brag week. Best brag of the week, gets to be brag on the following week, starting Saturday. Previous week’s brag shall be silence. If there isn’t something to be brag whole week, make something awesome on right now!

As I grow happier and energetic in life, so does the rest of me grow too. And slowly I realize alot of the teachings from the bootcamp, why we need to do things in such matters.

Keep moving forward,
Shiro