Of Sexual Energy and Future
Life had never been so fulfilling great! I am at my best conditions, I’m outcome independent, I can choose to flirt as aggressive as I want or take things slow and steady.
In the past, I was never able to circulate sexual energy (one of the teachings in The Way of The Superior Man)within my body, and due to my activities, I was constantly exposed to huge amount of sexual energy. I didn’t have a better solution but masturbation before my heart explode.
Today, I was persistent on trying, and I did something different. I went google search circulate sexual energy and found this.
It took me awhile to understand how to do it and it worked! I certain felt the energy flowing, I wouldn’t know what else to describe. Maybe I’m not doing it perfectly so there’s still some very minor headache, and I feel all pumped up and started to practice martial art.
It’s 12.15am, about 8 hours since I did that. I felt energetic and hollow. I think my body is getting use to the improved energy flow. 2 hours earlier, I wasn’t in a good sitting posture while I play DotA at a friend’s place. I haven’t play this game for sometime, I figure it’s good to play again to bond with guys, as half of college kids play this game.
While one of my female friend never understand why I wanted to cut down masturbations beside the brief answer “to have more energy”. I think this article here.
Gave very detail and good answers.
While there’s another article talking about results of incorrect ways of dealing with sexual energy, I couldn’t find it right now. To paraphrase what I remember:
When sexual energy travels to the head and doesn’t leave, it will cause headache. In my experience, when it’s accumulated too much, it felt like my head is gonna blow. So sexual energy are to be circulate to the head then to the solar plexus (if correct) to be stored. I never knew the storing part that explains why previously what I did weren’t working.
Result of sexual energy circulation.
Better breathing, I now breath from solar plexus. And posture of head, it used to be slightly looking down, now with correct body posture, it would be parallel or slightly higher by default.
On the other update, I have yet to decide my social life. Do I want a monogamy relationship or life with abundance with girls. Eg: Going out with 10 girls and 1-2 guys. Having 7 Multiple long term relationship (MLTR) partner.
There are risk involve in MLTR, some people might get hurt.
I do know that, right now, I want to expand my social circle, to have more quality people that share my values.
As for intimate relationship, I’m pissed how the things are around here, relationship in east Malaysia is very very slow pace, I haven’t manage to get a date. I was busy before with studies and due dates, let me try again. I’m really feeling the limitations of my way of meeting girls, I believe talking in one on one provide more quality conversation and it means I’m committed but, most people are here are too cling to their comfort zone, which means, I won’t have much time to be alone with someone I just knew. So social proof, is very important and this had been a factor I neglected. And because people don’t normally interact with others more than 5 mins with non group members. I would need to do something drastic for social proof. Abundance.
P/S: While I practise the way of circulating sexual energy, I’m not into any religion. I believe in “the ways” and how instead of the name and privilege.
