I just checked and Feb 13-14 2010 is Saturday and Sunday. Which means I could travel to Singapore for those 2 days for an “open for possibilities” backpacking experience.
I’m thinking about not taking a bag nor booking a hotel.
I want to make one hell of an experience for myself.
Lately, I’m feeling the limitation of
my usual answer to the faq “are you single”
I read somewhere, it’s better if I say “I’m seeing someone but I’m not sure”
But I don’t do that huh.
And I thought of “open for possibilities” is perfect. Cause sometimes I don’t see anyone
and sometimes the relationship escalate pretty fast.
Physical and martial art
To weight 70KG
continual growth and development in Martial Art.
Career and Finance
I see myself trying different job. From selling insurance, to challenging
the corporate world in west Malaysia, and storming the internet profit
scene. Definitely those, something I always say “ahh I could do so much better”
and I never try it.
2012
Dating/life Style consultant or lifehacker, reference Tim Ferris.
The more I progress in the art of communication I more I feel inadequate,
sure from time to time I receive compliments and looking back, I realize
how much I traveled, and still, the top, is the a very high place.
I used to disagree when back in the days when I first started, people told me
or my situation was the toughest. “It’ll take lots of work for you”
I absolutely agree right now. There’s just so much to be done.
Sure I’m happy what I’ve achieved right now, however, there’s still 1-2 more major flaws to be fix.
On lifehacker,
I love being good at something. When I learn something new, or playing a new game
I always have this thought in my mind “what’s the best way to do it” What’s
the best strategy/method?”
I definitely wouldn’t stop loving exploring new things.
In 2010
I see myself moving around, thinking of just KL at the moment, but things could change, we’ll see.
I’ll go where my heart take me to. Dating at Clark Quay is still a fun idea.
I want to learn a new language.
I’ve been playing with accent since I’m in Miri and feel very good about it.
And it’s fun!
Korean. Influence: martial art, Korean girls.
Japanese. Influence: Anime, Manga, Japanese girls!
Spanish. Influence:Hot latina!
French. Influence: French songs and girls!
Fashion and style
Fashion wise. I see myself giving up older clothes that doesn’t fit in my choice.
Clothes that doesn’t suit my fit are donated by default.
I see myself, trying new stuff and shopping more. Getting to experience the specialize niche.
As much as I feel comfortable wearing shorts and T’s. Casual formal is my style.
Books
Chinese writings add the << >> to differentiate book title, I feel like why not use it here?
<<The Art of Seduction>>, Robert Geene
<<Think and Grow Rich>>, , Napolean Hill
<<Unlimited Power>>. . Maybe I’ll also include <<Unleash the Giant Within>> Antony Robbins
<<How to Talk to anyone. 92 little tricks to big success in relationship>> Leil Lowndes
Relationships
I see myself ending the hermit lifestyle totally. Working, learning and reading doesn’t’ count.
Definitely pushing my comfort levels to for different level and kinds of relationship.
Only reading a chapter of Art of Seduction by Robert Geene. I come to realize, I am the worst lover any woman could have. While I used to laugh at the little mistake made by other men, I was making the worst mistake of all.
Life had been quiet. Something I always wanted, peace and quiet.
Living a life that focus on passion and myself like the way mentioned in 4 Hour Work Week.
While I’ve been spending lots of time in front of computers again, this time, it’s not just games and movies like in Kuching.
I clear my head and wait for “visions” as a part of practise in Way of Supeior Man.
I practise martial art whenever I have inspirations or just regular training.
Managed this blog, removed older posts that weren’t suppose to be apart of the blog anyway.
I like it, how life is focus on what I want, and exclude everything I don’t want. It’s a pain with all the time in the world, floating thru moments. It’s a waste of time and a pain to live.
While I haven’t pay much attentions to studies, I’ve progress a lot in the areas mentioned above. Now if I have the finance part of my life taken care of, I could really go so much further. Yes, it could be possible to train for guineas world record, like Timothy Ferris, the science writer; for the entrepreneur, kick boxer, tango dancer, and writer. Do check out the book and the website Ferris’ blog.
As for my education in social arts, i’m learning the flaws of my way of interaction. During orientation week, I approach individuals who I think are interesting. I believe if I’m in some other places, I’ll be the man. But here, especially girls, no matter how indirect or polite I am when I do this, it looks like I’m hitting on the girls, cause when I talk, I only talk to individuals from the group, instead of the whole group. It’s not their fault for giving me the cold shoulder as approaching is not casual, so, most of the time, people will just assume I just want to have sex with the girls I’m talking to. Ouch.
Last clubbing experience was horrible, now that I think of it, the time I went to clubs without fun guys or without me getting some girls in my arms, are not worth it at all.
Keep moving forward,
Shiro
Life had never been so fulfilling great! I am at my best conditions, I’m outcome independent, I can choose to flirt as aggressive as I want or take things slow and steady.
In the past, I was never able to circulate sexual energy (one of the teachings in The Way of The Superior Man)within my body, and due to my activities, I was constantly exposed to huge amount of sexual energy. I didn’t have a better solution but masturbation before my heart explode.
Today, I was persistent on trying, and I did something different. I went google search circulate sexual energy and found this.
It took me awhile to understand how to do it and it worked! I certain felt the energy flowing, I wouldn’t know what else to describe. Maybe I’m not doing it perfectly so there’s still some very minor headache, and I feel all pumped up and started to practice martial art.
It’s 12.15am, about 8 hours since I did that. I felt energetic and hollow. I think my body is getting use to the improved energy flow. 2 hours earlier, I wasn’t in a good sitting posture while I play DotA at a friend’s place. I haven’t play this game for sometime, I figure it’s good to play again to bond with guys, as half of college kids play this game.
While one of my female friend never understand why I wanted to cut down masturbations beside the brief answer “to have more energy”. I think this article here.
Gave very detail and good answers.
While there’s another article talking about results of incorrect ways of dealing with sexual energy, I couldn’t find it right now. To paraphrase what I remember:
When sexual energy travels to the head and doesn’t leave, it will cause headache. In my experience, when it’s accumulated too much, it felt like my head is gonna blow. So sexual energy are to be circulate to the head then to the solar plexus (if correct) to be stored. I never knew the storing part that explains why previously what I did weren’t working.
Result of sexual energy circulation.
Better breathing, I now breath from solar plexus. And posture of head, it used to be slightly looking down, now with correct body posture, it would be parallel or slightly higher by default.
On the other update, I have yet to decide my social life. Do I want a monogamy relationship or life with abundance with girls. Eg: Going out with 10 girls and 1-2 guys. Having 7 Multiple long term relationship (MLTR) partner.
There are risk involve in MLTR, some people might get hurt.
I do know that, right now, I want to expand my social circle, to have more quality people that share my values.
As for intimate relationship, I’m pissed how the things are around here, relationship in east Malaysia is very very slow pace, I haven’t manage to get a date. I was busy before with studies and due dates, let me try again. I’m really feeling the limitations of my way of meeting girls, I believe talking in one on one provide more quality conversation and it means I’m committed but, most people are here are too cling to their comfort zone, which means, I won’t have much time to be alone with someone I just knew. So social proof, is very important and this had been a factor I neglected. And because people don’t normally interact with others more than 5 mins with non group members. I would need to do something drastic for social proof. Abundance.
P/S: While I practise the way of circulating sexual energy, I’m not into any religion. I believe in “the ways” and how instead of the name and privilege.
The Game by Neil Strauss
