Restless.

I think I /amwas hurt. It’s not ego, it’s pride. It’s life purpose. I wasn’t following my calling, my life purpose, and that fucking hurts.

For a while, I was thinking, me, wanting to go Singapore, is it because of the place or because I’m trying to run away from here. When I was there, I was so fucking happy. People used to told me it’s because I was on vacation. It’s not.

One of these days, my views are much more important than others.